by Marc Gunn, August 22, 2004

Breaking up is difficult. But learning to forgive one's self is even more difficult, and it's never easy to break the cycle, heal, and move on.

Bathing in self-induced depression.
Longing for natural love.
Wondering if I gave it up.
Hoping I'll soon recover.
Praying I will heal quickly.
Searching for the means.
Hiding from my reasons.
Reasoning myself betrayed.
Hurting to find forgiveness.
Forgiving so I may learn to love.
To escape a poor pattern, and
Live for another day.